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The Princess♕
Currently single and miss the feeling of being in-love but every time i recall how much it hurts i will rather choose to miss it than to feel it again you see, it's sweet when "someone" remembers every little detail about me. Not because i keep on reminding them but because they care enough to pay attention. Probably, the truth is that i am totally jealous seeing people taking pictures or going out with couples/partner but not me, i'm alone today, tomorrow or maybe my whole entire life. Behind my smile or maybe every beautiful girls, there's a dumbass guy who did her wrong and made her strong
-SharleenNadiaΔ

"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."

"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred." The truth is that i HATE having a crush on "someone" that everyone likes.

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Thursday, March 01, 2012 || 10:55 PM

I’m so unhappy with myself that I feel like I’m going to be sick. What I’ve done has not only hurt the people around me but made me even more mad. I need to realize that one day someone isn’t going to cares about me find me and save me. That next time it will be too late. I make impulsive choices and I don’t realize they’re stupid until it’s too late. I don’t like living like this. I don’t mean to just give up, cause I hate giving up. But if you know me you know how much I go through. I’m not trying to make it sound like what I did wasn’t wrong and immature. It definitely was and no matter what happens there’s no excuse for giving up. being with you was the only time that was happy

i've been trying really hard to be positive, at least on the surface, because i feel like i don't deserve to be sad. how long it is going to take me and you to be back as per-normal? it's like me trying to explain to someone that never understand anything in life, it's like you know you making the wrong choice yet still continue so do i, maybe the day that i stop being-a-coward is the day that you realized, sometimes i just think that i need to step out side and remember who are you to me the thing now is that my feeling in me now is like im lossing someone that was never ever mine? hmm, everything happen for a reason and i belive that god has a plan for everyone. i'm here wishing the best for you and you were there flirting and act as if nothing happened . i just decided being sad is a waste of time xx.